Note - all patient info is fictional. Resemblance is coincidental. The Dark Spot I don’t even really remember when it started. It didn’t really just start …it more crept towards and over me. I guess I’m really still coming to terms with who I am now. Writing that out makes a pretty big impact on me, actually realizing that who I was before is gone now by no choice of my own. I used to love my garden. Lilacs, roses and especially orchids. I would spend hours with my grandkids in my yard, pausing from working in the soil to run and play. Just last week, my grandson graduated from middle school – it was wonderful to see him cross the stage, his head bobbing above the audience ahead of me as I sat in my chair. The world is a different place when you’re seated. My coworkers and I used to go out and dance after a long week, celebrating another week of prosperity and the coming weekend. Sometimes my friends would tag along, and we b...
I know that the internet is saturated with tips for surviving and thriving on your path to taking the USMLE Step 1, but, as a personal tool for my own catharsis as well as to provide my own two cents, I wanted to outline how I studied for my first two years and for the USMLE Step 1. First and foremost, I want to stress that focusing on your organ systems/class subjects is of utmost importance. One thing I noticed many students doing was studying by using review materials from the get go; I highly suggest the opposite! Although it is traditional in method, I found that reading the original textbooks such as Guyton and Hall and Robbins and Cotran, as well as Lily's Pathophysiology of Heart Disease and Harrison's Principles of Internal Medicine during my organ systems gave me a strong fundamental knowledge to build upon and made studying for Step 1 much easier. Review texts leave out much of the information and background needed to truly understand the material, plung...